Suddenly in the midst of all my books, I found this pledge that I took early this year. Kinda flipped back and read it all over again.
Sighs...
How have I failed to uphold this pledge so many times. How have I found myself drowned in unwillingness to love those lost sheep, who've God ever so graciously placed in the palm of my hand. How have I tripped and fall into sin, discouraging many and have not forgiven much. How have I found God's work to be a burden, and complaining most of the time, to fellow brothers and even God Himself.How have I always forgotten the faithfulness of His love, and from my shoulders, Jesus took my sins upon His shoulders. How have I lose hope and doubted His sovereignty.



Forgive me O LORD, for Your foolish son had once again strayed from Your love.

Ever since camp, there's been these two whacked out dudes.
And though annoying and noisy at times like the picture, just loooovee to mess things up. haha
But I thank God for their presence in my life, for their laughter, a helping hand, comforting noise, never judging eyes, and their ever popping out from no where routine. HAHA

Woon Han and Ah Hong
Thanks guys.

This is soooooooooooooooooo cheesy....

My God, My God,
WHY have You forsaken me?
WHY are You SO FAR from saving me?
SO FAR from the words of my groaning?

My God,
I cry out by day but You DO NOT answer,
by night but I find NO REST.
Yet You are enthroned as the HOLY ONE.
You are the PRAISE of Israel,
in You our ancestors put their TRUST,
They TRUSTED and You DELIVERED them.

They CRIED to You,
and were SAVED.
In You they trusted and were not disappointed.

But I,
am a WORM,
NOT a human being.
I'm SCORNED by everyone, DESPISED by people, ALL who see me MOCK ME,
they hurl insults shaking their heads.
''He trusts in the LORD'' they say,
''Let the LORD rescue him''
''Let Him deliver him since he delights in Him.''
Yet You brought me out of the womb,
You made me feel secure on my mother's breasts.

From birth I was CAST ON You,
from my mother's womb,
You've been MY GOD.
DO NOT be FAR from me for TROUBLE is NEAR,
and there is NO ONE to HELP.
From You comes the THEME of MY PRAISE,
in the great assembly before those who FEAR You,
I will FULFILL my VOWS.
The poor WILL EAT and be SATISFIED.
Those who SEEK the LORD,
will PRAISE HIM.
May Your hearts LIVE FOREVER.

THIS
IS
SOOOOOOOOO
FUNNAY!!!

>8-D

REVIVAL

Ok... this blog's been dead for quite awhile... hahaha

Hey guys, been busy this whole week due to heavy assignments and the Easter cantata. :-)

My heart is rejoicing but yet there is sadness. First, I'm rejoicing cause 10 people who came for the Easter cantata accepted Christ and my heart is filled with sadness is because it is missing someone. haha...

All my life, I've never missed anyone so much before... :'-(

Only His,
Jen Ruw

Hey guys! It's been a very very long time since I've updated my blog. haha Well here are some things that made my week. :-)
Let me introduce her to you, she's my new girlfriend! hahaha kidding la. She's Joey, and she a tiny little girl from my church that is curious as hell. haha So that day when I was upstairs filling some forms in church, she came to me and started looking at wat I'm doing, so I took a pen and start drawing some stuff for her. haha Then she took another piece of paper, and drew wat I DREW. hahahaha It does not look as nice, but it's cute. :-)

This picture below was taken when I said her rabbit looks like a dog, and it really looked like a dog. haha :-D

Her serious face. :-D

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THANK YOU ~♥ :'-)

How am I suppose to live without you... :'-) I love you...

Only His,
Jen Ruw